been a while huh!?!?!?

 Well now it's been a while since i've updated my journal, i would of earlier but with all the packing and moving and hanging out with friends. I kept forgetting to do so, i really am gonna miss everyone here from work and my friends that moved up here to San Antonio. well working hard to maintain the weight down and as the day get closer i get even more nervous. I feel like something is coming up soon that is not really that great and harder to deal with than 9/11. I really don't want something like that to come up but we will see, i was sitting in my brothers room staring at a poster on the wall that just really made me feel that this is the only choice i have right now as far as carrer and a way to protect people i love. The girl with her M16 rifle, pistol, helmet and completely ready for combat gave me a big pressure on my chest.

on these past two weeks well never mind week.

1. i have gone out with kassie josh and zack to play lazer tag (oopss can't forget kil and ray sorry guys), and then went over to josh's place and drank smoking shisha. it was neat, i had fun and i just didn't want to go home.
2. i went just yesterday to eat with kassie and her cousin sabrina chinese. i had fun even though it was for like an hour only.

i now have to maintain focus on what is coming ahead of me and make sure that i have everything ready. i really really want to hang out with everyone just one last time but i think it is the last time i will ever be able to.

love this picture....isn't it cute?! dancing with a special someone. anthy and utena

a nice day for a picnic dont you think? just wanted to add these two pictures.

weee....the air force. i'm going to miss freedom.

good bye to all, be safe and i will be back soon to update on my experiences.

take care

see ya............